a master's cry 2

After confirming that my Bjørn is really dead, my tears almost fell, i had to deep breathly so i can get the pain out of my chest...I happened so fast! It was just this morning when he was brought to the clinic and now HE IS DEAD?!! Is this true??! THe whole day i was at work i was thinking how it happened,, and that i did not even see him once again. Its almost ten months since I last saw him and now i have to accept that I will never see him again.

Bjørn was always been loyal to me. Yes i know its given becuase his my dog and im his master. But just like any other relationship, we believe that your relationship (master and pet) is different from any other past relationships with the other dogs we had and its different from other master and dog relationship around us. Bjørn and I had our goodtimes..He used to sleep beside me on my bed (he's just a toy dog so i dont mind)until my parents had their vacation in Alabang. They did not like Bjørn to be free inside the house because He is a very stubborn dog. Always chasing anything that runs, that comes around him. Always jumping and he is very protective..(Feeling nya pitbull sya sa tapang!!)..Aside from being stubborn, he bit my brother's hand that caused him to stay outside the house. Well.. i didnt argue with my parents about it because biting my baby bro was really bad thing to do. But when my parents left for Norway, Bjørn had his freedom again. We are most of the time alone in our 3-floored house, so He did his stubborness while i was not looking. But everytime I called him surely he will come running to me. He also listens to me when I needed someone to talk to..hahaha (di pa ko baliw!) THis is just a product of being alone on rainy days.. There was no one to talk to, so I talked to him and I think he listened or maybe just pretending!hahaha..he fell asleep eventually. I said earlier that Bjørn is very protective..too much of it is bad. There were two othere persons that he bit and that made me to let him to stay outside the house. I also have my nieces around so i needed to protect them from Bjørn.. we know how babies are..they just used their hand anywhere..hit anything and i was afraid that they might hit Bjørn and surelly he will bite them.

His first night outside the house again from a very long time was sleepless.. He was crying..and of course Im his master, but i needed to set the rules. I tried to ignore his cry and i want him to get use to his situation. Well it did not take long and he got used to it. But i make sure that when it rains,, he stays inside.. From then on, Bjørn was my watch dog. And i can hear his bark from our street parking lot everytime i arrived from school. Until I became busy with school and other things. Bjørn became the least in my priorities. I wasnt able to find time to walk him but his food, that I always make sure. He only eats dogfood, so my stock of dogfood was never empty and it if does..ill really make my way to give him something that he's . used to.

After my adjustment to school and some other things..I was able to spend more time with Bjørn. ANd of course..he was ever loyal..as if i was never gone. As if I was always there for him to open the door when he cried so he can stay inside the house. As if i never ignored him when i came passed him without even looking at him or tapping his head. I know he loves me..I am the only person that can touch his plate while his eating without him attempting to bite my hand. He trusted me so much and for him, i will always be his master no matter how bad i treated him.

And now his service ended up so quickly..He will always be remembered by me, by US..I think I wont buy a dog for a pet for some time. ill be mourning for Bjørn and I just wish i was there when he took his last breath..I wished he heard me calling his name. I wish I was there to tap his head and touch his body for the last time..Goodbye Bjørn..We'll miss YOU!